You'd have to excuse me..
As a blogger nouveau, its somehow expected that your first few posts be loonngggg and terribly boorrringg... so, as to fulfill that criterion, here it is, my long boring post!
The reason i started this blog was because i realllyy enjoyed reading the other blogs like Jay's and Paul's (on my links). Being a closet, it gets pretty lonely out there and reading those blogs at least reminds me that there are other queers out there.
Back home in malaysia, i had pretty much nnoooo time to myself. Now that i'm in melbourne I find that i have absolutely nothing to do. I arrived about two weeks ago and have settled down already. It's now the first week of uni and things are pretty slooowww. Still no tutorials and the lectures are pretty light.. That leaves me with a whoollleee lot of free time. Omg its boring. My place has no tv so i'm holed up in my room staring at my pc... reading other blogs, surfing the naughties and now blogging!
I had soooo many expectations about going overseas to study... namely living out of the closet and stuff.. I mean you can't help but imagine before you leave all the wonderful 'adventures' you'd be having :) but right now its zip.. somehow i think there are more gay guys back in KL.. i mean either that or my gaydar isn't tuned to the new frequency yet. But i must say... i think the guys here are definitely yummier than the ones back home. My uni has a 'queer network' but i doubt its really active. And i'm still not sure if i'm willing to take the plunge and get my whole body out of that stupid closet. I still have inhibitions about really coming out but i hope that it'll sort itself out in time. I don't actually have any gay friends. It's probly coz i'm too deep in the closet.. Or it may also be because i'm quite straight i think.. (at least to straight ppl.. hehe) But the gay guys can toootally tell that i'm gay. I mean how many straight guys obsess about sex and the city huh? hehe
I wish i had some gay friends to hang out with.. sometimes i find that i have noooo one to talk to about things.. like the latest QAF episode and stuff. I have great friends back home but they're all like engineers and stuff.. talk about booorriinggggg...! My best friend is 'straight' but i am like 90% convinvced that he's gay and doesn't noe it yet.. hehe.. I don't intend to tell anyone about this (at least not now) because i wanna be free to say whatever it is i have on my mind. I really wouldn't mind tho if sumone i knew stumbled upon it... it would make coming out soo much easier.. i think.. so yeah.. if u noe who i am drop me an email... we'll see how good your dick tracy skills are.. :) boy this is a long post.. but don't say i didn't warn you ;)
The reason i started this blog was because i realllyy enjoyed reading the other blogs like Jay's and Paul's (on my links). Being a closet, it gets pretty lonely out there and reading those blogs at least reminds me that there are other queers out there.
Back home in malaysia, i had pretty much nnoooo time to myself. Now that i'm in melbourne I find that i have absolutely nothing to do. I arrived about two weeks ago and have settled down already. It's now the first week of uni and things are pretty slooowww. Still no tutorials and the lectures are pretty light.. That leaves me with a whoollleee lot of free time. Omg its boring. My place has no tv so i'm holed up in my room staring at my pc... reading other blogs, surfing the naughties and now blogging!
I had soooo many expectations about going overseas to study... namely living out of the closet and stuff.. I mean you can't help but imagine before you leave all the wonderful 'adventures' you'd be having :) but right now its zip.. somehow i think there are more gay guys back in KL.. i mean either that or my gaydar isn't tuned to the new frequency yet. But i must say... i think the guys here are definitely yummier than the ones back home. My uni has a 'queer network' but i doubt its really active. And i'm still not sure if i'm willing to take the plunge and get my whole body out of that stupid closet. I still have inhibitions about really coming out but i hope that it'll sort itself out in time. I don't actually have any gay friends. It's probly coz i'm too deep in the closet.. Or it may also be because i'm quite straight i think.. (at least to straight ppl.. hehe) But the gay guys can toootally tell that i'm gay. I mean how many straight guys obsess about sex and the city huh? hehe
I wish i had some gay friends to hang out with.. sometimes i find that i have noooo one to talk to about things.. like the latest QAF episode and stuff. I have great friends back home but they're all like engineers and stuff.. talk about booorriinggggg...! My best friend is 'straight' but i am like 90% convinvced that he's gay and doesn't noe it yet.. hehe.. I don't intend to tell anyone about this (at least not now) because i wanna be free to say whatever it is i have on my mind. I really wouldn't mind tho if sumone i knew stumbled upon it... it would make coming out soo much easier.. i think.. so yeah.. if u noe who i am drop me an email... we'll see how good your dick tracy skills are.. :) boy this is a long post.. but don't say i didn't warn you ;)
posted by KW at 11:51 PM
1 Comments:
Who are you kidding? ~.~
If i could have seen you more back in campus, you would have your fair share of such discussion and fun! >.<
Lol oh, and speaking of the best friend... is it that certain someone *cough* that was after a particular girl before? *cough*
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